“Candy”
By Isabell Sherrill
You’re so sweet,
you make my gums bleed
the longer I’m around you.
And in my mouth I keep
all my sourness,
all my bitterness,
for you.
When I loved you
I craved you like sugar,
but you’re too sharp for me.
You drown everything
that isn’t you
in a cloying syrup
that drips into my lungs,
suffocating me.
I left you a year ago.
Left with my rotted teeth,
left with a sugar-coated tongue,
left with my throat chalky dry,
and now my life is nuanced in flavor.
I’ve learned of a more subtle love.
But once in a while, I feel
that sharp metallic taste.
And when I spit out the blood
I think of you.